Monday, July 31, 2006

....hm...

Haha!
I downloaded limewire!...how to use?

Gambatte

What a crazy day I had! Well...if I think about it, almost everyday is a crazy for me since I joined this JC. It is tremendous fun.
I feel restless nowadays. That's coz I can't draw often. Work, work and more work. But that I GOTTA do to be promoted. Yup. I wanna be promoted.
Wanna attend night classes in JC. Tomorrow studying Bio with Azie.
Luv ya Bio! I must must work hard, ok, me?
Need constant reminding. Or else me will slack. whoot, mom calling for dinner. Ciao.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Oww...


Ouch,
My gum really hurts. A lot.
Mom says that my wisdom tooth is growing. I wonder if the pain I'm feeling now-ouch- is worth the intelligence I get courtesy of dear Miss Wisdom Tooth.
Hope so. Promos are approaching. yippee...
zzzZZZzzz
My sister is suddenly beside me now...
Eew, scary.
That means I can't write freely now...
Aww...
LOL, that's LAME!
Recently, I've been receiving comments like that. Hm...
Scanning Mich's drawings now. Dunno whether she has made her deviantart account yet...
AH! I met a dear ex-classmate on Friday. PJC had a Tamil competition, and Vais came down to support JJC. Oly Vais?? I miss Aishah and Fasihah...and I heard that Fadhillah got into JJC too.

My sister says that I write nonsensical stuffs in my blog...but you should really go and have a look at hers. It's far lamer, really. Honest.
Ciao.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

>Not knowing how you impact peoples lives>>
We all know or knew someone like this!!>>
One day, when I was a freshman in high school,>>
I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.>>
His name was Kyle.>>It looked like he was carrying all of his books.>>
I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a >
Friday?>>He must really be a nerd."
>>I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my
>friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
>>As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
>>They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping
>him so he landed in the dirt.>>His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten >feet from him.
>>He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes
>>My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled >around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
>>As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. "
>>They really should get lives.>>" He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!"
>>There was a big smile on his face.
>>It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.
>>I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.
>>As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.
>>He said he had gone to private school before now.>>I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.
>>We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.
>>He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.
>>I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends
>>He said yes.
>>We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I
>liked him, and myfriends thought the same of him.
>>Monday morning came! , and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.
>>I stopped him and said, "Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday!
>>" He just laughed and handed me half the books.
>>Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.
>>When we were seniors, we began to think about college.
>>Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke.
>>I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.
>He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a >football scholarship.
>Kyle was valedictorian of our class.
>>I teased him all the time about being a nerd.
>>He had to prepare a speech for graduation.
>>I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak
>>Graduation day, I saw Kyle.
>>He looked great.
>>He was one of those guys that really found himself during high >school.>>He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.
>>He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.
>>Boy, sometimes I was jealous!Today was one of those days.
>>I could see that he was nervous about his speech.
>>So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!"
>>He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.
>>" Thanks," he said.
>>As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began
>>"Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through
>those tough years.>>Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but
>mostly your friends...
>>I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the >best gift you can give them.
>>I am going to tell you a story."
>>I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of
>the first day we met.>>He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.
>>He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't
>have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.
>>He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.
>>"Thankfully, I was saved.>>My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable."
>>I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.
>>I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.
>>Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.
>>Never underestimate the power of your actions.
>>With one small gesture you can change a person's life.
>>For better or for worse.
>>God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some >way.
>>Look for God in others.

Her Bad Day


Had to wrestle the computer away from my sister.
Anyway, today was a very damn taxing day.
My dad had to meet the principal becoz I achieved 3 U's for my mid year.
The principal started by showing my father the results I got. Okay, so now perhaps I know why I had to see the principal. My marks were all 29 %...with the exception of GP and Geography.
So what if I'm weak in Chem? Or Maths? Do we need them when we are being buried in the coffin? Does the afterlife set a certain standard that we must meet in order to move on? Or are we required to sit for a test in which flunking it would gurantee us a place in the famed hell?
Okay, so maybe it's the now that counts.
I could tell that she was expecting bad comments from teachers about me. Boy, you should see the look on her face when she read out the positive comments. She was practically gaping with disbelief. Subtly of course, she's the principal afterall, so she need to maintain some kind of composure in front of a parent.
So, she basically had nothing to say about my attitude, so she moves on to my habits. She asked whether or not I watch TV. Which normal 16- year olds do not watch TV? I said only on weekends am I allowed. Which was a white lie.
Becoz I watch Singapore Idol.
She then proceeded to say that I'm a good girl.
......
I just stared at her.
Then she suggested that I was perhaps adopting the wrong study method. Which was quite true. I think perhaps I should try studying in groups.
She also asked whether I play online games.
Duh.
But I quickly added that I had the games removed, erased, srubbed away and deleted from the computer. Oh yes, speaking of computers, she said that I should stay away from the computer.
I didn't know computers can scare adults so much.
Yippee.
There's nothing much to say left. It was a pretty much boring and non-stimulating experience. Please do not think dirty.
I was not motivated to do better, in fact, I was trying my damnedest to stifle a yawn. Sorry adults, but I've heard more motivating talks than just now.
Right now, I need to focus on being promoted. So, good luck myself. I'm going to be very dangerous. Not in the literal way, rather, I have to watch out for myself. Make sure I don't go senile and stuff along those lines.
Ciao.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

......

She lost my work...twice.
Did she do it on purpose?
On second thoughts, I fear that she may be suffering a symptom that is unfortunately prevalant among the older communities...short term memory loss.
She yet again succeeds in failing to safely keep my EoM.
That EoM, which I had poured in so much effort...till I perspired enough to fill a dozen buckets, to loan a laptop, and my father lost combs of hair just to call up computer men to check our computer just to complete this project.
Of course in the end, my computer fails me...life...
So, I had to rely on the school's laptop. And in the end, she asked whether or not I had handed in. She is no doubt my teacher, but this kind of behaviour is regrettably disappointing.
Well, my mom is shouting in my ear to get out of this seat so that my disturbingly annoying sister can do her 'hw'.
Ciao.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

What A day

Yayheyhey!
I'm on the laptop! haha, school's property though...sobs...
aniway, went to youtube to watch a few POTC clips. Snort.
At school just now, we celebrated Racial HArmony Day. For the first time ever, I didn't don on my traditional costume but went to school in my uniform instead. I had PE that day...you can't expect me to change many times in a day...you know I'm not that hardworking.LAzybones.
HAd photo taking too. UNfoRtunaTelY, I wore my polo tee. So I had to loan the uniform frm General Office. The woman there, she was...err...'sympathetic'. She spoke her mind though, and that's what I like. She said that students nowadays are so forgetful...and that we are the future, and etc etc...blah blah,
The first thing in the morning after I woke up against my will, I had to endure her nagging. Some measure of comfort though, it was less neggy than our civics tutor.
Lol.
Maybe I shouldn't have said that. Just now in class, Pamela, the confident speaker for our class stood up against our 'beloved' civics tutor when she was asked why she did not do her AQ hw.
I thought that was one super cool moment, the way Pam puts across her thoughts. This is a totaly unbiased opinion. Serious.
You should have seen the look on her face when she received that speech from Pam. It was AMAZING, pure disbelief.
HAH...
All in all, I had a pretty much rollercoaster day today...hey, they don't come by that often. I like to wave at them as they pass me by, you know what I mean?
hehe~~~

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Muacks

Yay! watchin Pirates of the Caribbean for the 2nd time!!
With my old primary school pal, Eileen.
Waha, long time never see her, she doesn't change much though.
Later having a 'date' with Mizah. She's so damn stressed. I can't say that I was stressed too as the day to my O lvls loomed nearer. But the difference is that, she's alone without me in that school. She used to be there for me whenever I needed her. But even though our schools are practically side by side, we feel that we are miles apart. Hey, sorry if I sounded too mushy. I guess 13 years of friendship bonds us closer than we expected, huh?
Haha.
Don't worry gal, everything's going to work out for u. Just focus on what you need to do and what you want to do. Finish what you need before moving on to what you want. Including patching up your friendship with the 'friends' around you now. What;s the use? You know deep down inside that you will never choose the path that they will be taking.
It's better to suffer a little as you saw me last year-slugging and toiling like hell-than to regret later right?
Ok I gotta go now.
Take care yah.
Know that I love u.
As a friend.
And as the special person integrated into your memories.
Muacks.

Monday, July 17, 2006

watever, asyikin

Hm...hm...
Hm...................
Juz wonderin if I made the right choice to choose the science stream. I wonder if I should take Literature instead.
I mean, I love Bio...but chem? Erm...eew?
Maths is sometimes ok, sometimes annoying.
Geog is lovely. So I guessed I should have chosen the arts stream righty? Hm..but my mom wishes me to study science.
Guess I'll just have to persevere...just as I had always done since Sec1. Doing things I don't quite enjoy, but doing it for the sake of Mom's luv. It's worth it right?
She says I'll benefit later in life. Ok. Hhm...guess I'll juz wait till I've achieved what she wants, then I'll be able to do what I want.
Makes sense...hm...haix...gez I'm still as blur as ever.
My hair is all falling out. U can see my scalp at the centre. watever.
Aniwaes, a more heartening news:
Dad somehow got his hands on 4 movie vouchers, and then on Saturday, we were all whisked off to see Pirates of The Caribbean 2. It was SO DAMN fun!!!
Elizabeth is an attention-seeking, confused poor little pirate wannabe. Ok, sorry Keira, coz I didn't direct that tou, but yor character. I like Keira as an actress...but I love Depp! hehe..hey, don't blame me! My mom thinks he's handsome ok?
And she rarely pass on that type of comments. See?See? Woahaha...
Supposed to be dong evaluation of Materials for PW right now, but juz slackin off...as usual...like always...

Btw, I likt Tia Dalma...she's so gothic! Hey, and another thingy, Ronin's comin down to my skool this wed!!! ....wait...I juz remembered I have CCA on that dae!!!!NNONONONONO!!!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

4/8 rox

Waaa...I went to yor blog, wansin, then I found links to all my classmates last yr! Cool....thx alotte wanSin hor!
Dunnoe they still remember me anot...;p
I still remember...4/8 rox!
I wanna the Scooby Doo picture wif Wilson innit!

HAH!

I simply hated the name of my first blog...so here is my new one.
I included a link to my old blog coz Ive written alot already lar!
HAix >.<