Wednesday, November 29, 2006

METO SIF PROJECT

3 days ago...

I saw the selfish side to life.

3 days ago...

I saw some really pure individuals.

3 day ago..

I had enjoyed what I did, and at the same time, hating myself for not doing so. Is it my fault then? Should I be blatantly blamed for a significant display of callousness in the society?

***** God bless those who have the passion to have come forward to part with their hard-earned money*****

So we'll leave it at that then...shall talk about my 'little adventure' with my 'darling' (xlb lah)...and what happened on those 2 days,


Thanx alot xlb -seriously- for being with me on that day...have someone to slack with on my 2nd day. On the first day, I was a bullet train, aiming at almost everyone within my range of vision. Until I ran out of steam around 5 o'clock.


The various and 'interesting' responses I received on the 1st day spurred me into being a 'nice' and 'un-annoying' student; that is not to disturb the 'busy' shoppers by stopping them in the middle of their daydreams of leopard skins and humongous jewels on their crooked fingers...just to rudely ask for a fraction of that bundle of red notes peeking through their bulging purses. And for a noble cause too.


It is to bring a smile to the faces which we have not known to exist before, faces which we glance and dismiss so easily.


Speaking of faces, I saw a couple of nameless faces with assets so striking...lush eyelashes, powdered skin, glimmering thick hair. It may only take a speck of their divine dandruff to make the blind see again, or the trodden insects to be revived...that's how well-groomed these people were.


Not a very important cause though, since the donors won't even get credits fo that money they have given. Who needs vouchers? They always trick us into believing that we can finally have a decent pair of Triumph bras to add to our measly limp bra collection at home.


Souls part from a dying person's body more easily than money can ever part with a miser's death-like grip.


Anyways, I learnt a few things when going out for lunch along with xlb:
1. Never cross a road with xlb. You might die young.


2. Xlb hates botak men. So guys...you know what to do! Grow out your hair!

3. Don't grow too much hair...she hates moustaches too!

4. Xlb is a tumbler........

5. Control our laughter when we walk straight into someone who is making an obscene gesture to god knows who ( or what).

6. We have 'cool' dads.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

@_@

i cut my hair

_________**twinkletwinkle little star, won't you grant me a wish?**_________

i know i have not been blogging. Simply Lazy. Quite a lot has happened.

1) Retained.

2) Our group's video chosen for SVA. Which was a Good Thing i guess.

3) Link cable for GBA SP spoiled. (insignificant?)

4) Graduated from Madrasah. 10th position. (at least some consolence for Mom).

5) Planning to travel somewhere, not confirmed yet though.

6) and yeh, went to the Library, my beloved place.

i am not scared of what the future might hold for me. i have my family behind me and i was blind all along. A misguided soul.

i realise now that its true. We are insignificant, what we DO does not affect or change radically the course of other people's lives. We come and we go. All is one, one is all. We are one in this world, a mere cycle; and the world is us.

Time for me to go. Jaa, mata ne.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

WEEEEEEEEEE

Hey guys!
I know we are all very hyper and euphoric cos PW is finally over!!

Now we really have a reason to celebrate cos we all put our efforts just for this day...and I am sure that we did well if not very well..;)

Don't wanna think of anything PW-ish right now..sooo i think I'll blab about some other things...like...hm....


ok.

I'm a little confused about the event for this coming Saturday. There are, firstly, a Family Day at East Coast. My Dad was the organizer for that event for the staffs of East Shore Hospital so of coz he has to come. Then he wants us to come too. Since we are his family. Duh.

Then my Mum bought up this subject: that we are going over to my cousin's house at Bukit Panjang.

Then Azie invited the whole class over for open house. At BP oso.

Which one should I go? O well...figure somethink out so0n. O yea, tmr is Eileen's bdae and they're having an outing with some of our classmates. Invited me over but duh I can't go larh....

****HAPPY BDAE EILEEN!!****
Wish u lots of happiness in the years to come. Hope u will rmbr me if we are not in the same class next yr! Hmm...can't believe the person that we turned out to be after spending 2 yrs in Pri sch together huh?

Oooo...can't wait to watch Step Up..The Covenant...huuuu...Ikin bec0ming greedy...

Oh oh oh!!! Check this link out..esp those hu watch FMA!http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26462567/

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

PHOTOSHOP

YEA..! I need how to Photoshoppe!

Any of you guys noe can teach miie right?...plisshh...

Whenever I try, the results are disastrous! In deviantart, many artists are trying out their skills in photoshopping, but I'm lagging behind! It's not that pencils are no good, but the colours produced by computers are SUGOI !

I'm too lazy to read on self-help books on photoshop. Hm..maybe that's the problem0...well...

Anyways, looking forward to next year!

// AT LAST //

I am so happy that OP is finally HERE! After a year of dragging through PW and countless headaches...


I want my life back!!


* All the best for OP tomorrow!!!!!!! Gambatte 06s05....! *

___PW hath made my life in JC1 miserable_____

Thank God I have friends mann.....
.......................................hmmm...recently, I have this feeling..something's bugging me..but..what is it? I don't know. OMG. Having weird dreams..but check this out this is weirder>>
^ This morning Mich told me her dream: (get this:) A MOUSE sang to her!! CRAZY mann.. ^

Nopeee, my dreams are weird but they're not eccentric. Once, I dreant that I have this cool pair of wings and I could FLY and I could fly through people. It was night-time and I was standing on the rooftop. A typical fantasy-movie scene I guess. But it was DAMN cool lah! I woke up with a floating sensation...woooh....

___________________I guess I should stop reminiscing now_______________

Sunday, November 05, 2006

** WeekEnds **

Woa...my weekends sucks! sobs...sobs...
Can't I just stay at home and draw..draw..and draw some more??
___________________________________________
Watching Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles now on Channel U.
___________________________________________

Feeling so low right now. If only one can transport to another place or another time...just like in Tsubasa...Life is too mundane for the likes of me. Don't get me wrong, I hate bloodshed and all that stuff...but to see and meet different kinds of people, and to experience many, many things...makes me a person. Or else, I'll be a robot..rusting away in this world.

Sometimes I dream I can have a feel of what it's like to live in the 18th century, or when Venice was at its peak or, during the pirate years...

However, coincidences don't exist, only inevitability.
.................
...........................
.......
.................................
.
.
....
...............and now I seem to have MAJOR trouble trying my damnedest to open the video files that my pw grp did this morning. I wish I retain and then I can GLOAT to the J1's next year about PW and MT!!!!!!! I'm so stressed out!

Oh no.

But everyone's stressed out too...

Just take it easy then...
hmmmm..kore wo omoshiroi ne...

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

* Why can't You Even Try *

Lemme see...
My

Life...

will be
...
......
...

...determined....

...on...

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

,,14 Nov.


-whether I would break my Mom's heart, crush her hopes and dreams...
-whether I can still hang out with my 06s05 friends...
-whether am I able to see that someone anymore...

[[ OR ]]

-whether my Mom would be proud of me...
-whether I have another chance at doing well...
-and be confident for my a lvl....

_____________________________________-Why can't Mom even try?-

{* Why can't she try to understand that I must lead my own life? *}

{* Why can't she try to understand that life is not all about charging ahead? Sometimes you have to take a backseat so that you can see what you REALLY have to do? *}

{* Why can't she be more receptive to others? *}

....to be continued...

.....................if I want it to continue...