I Won't Say (i'm In Love) - Disney Hercules Soundtrack

If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history,
been there, done that
Who d'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of
Oh No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it, uh-oh
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
You're doin' flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's ok you're in love
Oh At least out loud
I won't say I'm in love


nice lyrics...but yucks.

Gila Bayang

No i'm not, okeyhhhh Lina! Not gila bayang that is. Just adoring. Hahah..even using that word sucks. Sheesh, just say i got BAD taste lah. Speaking of bad taste, please send me that disney song u gave me to listen that day. Whenever u online, or hidaya. Thx=D

Tmr is racial harmony day and i know ichigo t_ _ a_ _ _ d_ _ _ _g. *sadded*
Nehmind. Kakashi.

Today was a stressful day. I went to school feeling refreshed coz i slept for like 8 hours plus the night before. Then first period was bio lecture. On diversity and evolution. And i realised that i WAS FEELING SLEEPY. scared the shit out of me. is it the lecture that is making me sleepy? better be.

had phototaking and shit i have to sit down. first row. with legs sitting like the malay bride. ugh. HAHAHAH but then all 4 of us had to sit down! First time eh! For the yearbook last yr, only lina had to sit. WEHHEHHEH...btw..i think i got smile. idiot eh, why do i only smile when i feel like it? why cant my forced smile be just as normal and indistinguishable as my normal genuine smile? i hate formal pictures. i love informal ones =D

ichigo LOL-ed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so kawaii.

then had to verify alot of pq stuffs. the troublesome part. SIGH. went here went there. then asked the clerk to verify agape for me. then she checked and my name was not there. i panicked like hell, man. omgosh. went here and there and talked or rather, complained to hid, lina, izz, farah, kk, even disturbed the s04 ppl who were having math rem. think i talked too fast like very harried like that..think nobody understood what i was trying to say. lols.

but i was in a hurry and was so indignant WHY my name was not there. derek said i looked kelam kabut, xg and wenxi laughed when i gave up halfway explaining. then, further discouraged, with my brain feeling like a jumble of..hm lemme find a good word...tangled wire, i went to the concourse. then mdm lin who seemed to be sitting there from morning till evening, suddenly called my name and asked me why she had seen me pass by like 10 times. lols.

then halfway accompanying derek buy food from a kopitiam near phoenix station, my mom called and said i have to get back asap coz have to send food to my granny. wow. think i walked like 5km today.

MICH: SEE YOU TMR DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXD

wahaha! cool picture! a chain of master and student! kakashi........woahh...so cool...huhuhu..see? hands in his pockets...just like the kakashi in sch. just downloaded mcfly's latest album, Radioactive. not bad. mcfly songs are nice! =)

ichigo! <3

*edit:

Yay! Repossesed is good huh? That's why on friday night study after reading the book i kept smiling. Until Jiemin asked why i kept smiling the whole day. Hahah..been a good day that's why. In fact, it's been a good 2-3 weeks. If u know what i mean, Kaname and Quarter. Lol.

Finally done my cca sgc. Whee!

I do not want to go horticulture park.

And hidaya, u were great! U found a COOL website! omg.

BLOOD!

Today chem prac is shiok!! Kinda missed the times when me and hidaya would sing sweeney todd songs at the back of the class. But ladies and gentlemen, we hath matured.....ahem.

so, we learnt how to make 'artificial' blood. the lecturer said that this is what they used in films in place of blood. WOW. Sugoi.

Mine. Dark dark dark red. <3 clour ="D">

Pic is a bit blurry but that is izzati's hand..apparently dripping with 'blood'..lol..chem pracs are always fun! =DDDD so amazing lah, all these chemicals..wonder why i suck at chem...prolly coz the theory behind all these complex formations bores me to death.

a hilarious sight: jie min with an open bio textbook but she is sleeping!

kakashi today really REALLY made my heart jump. like in shock. paralyzed. ichigo is SWEET today (^.^).

yay! hopefully can buy a new backpack this weekend. my very old orange one is so darn small. if i stuff my large sweater inside, it looks like my bag is 9 months pregnant.

AND BLOODY IDIOT can the school do something about the padi field stall that is happily on hiatus??? i want r.i.c.e. and the $2 that izzati repaid (omg i just typed it as repayed) me had slipped from my pocket somewhere and now its gone. =( idiot.

hm..realised that some of the words i've been using lately: bloody idiot/hell, eleh, hm, huh?, tired, sleepy, hahahah, hehehehe, ichigo!, kakashi!!, quarter, kaname, not funny, night study, woohoo, cute, hot, =)...

hah, learnt a new term today: schizoid. its the name of a new suria drama series.

According to wiki, it's a personality disorder characterized by a lack of interest in social relationships, a tendency towards a solitary lifestyle, secretiveness, and emotional coldness. SPD is reasonably rare compared with other personality disorders. Its prevalence is estimated at less than 1% of the general population.

ichigo cold. lol.

The lousiest gp paper i have ever dared to hand in. My mind wasn't in the right state to craft an essay or argue or whatever. Keep drifting away to god knows where. It's like i can't contain my thoughts: they're flying all over the place like some hurricane had visited and left the place in a hurry. Oooooo...*feeling sick*

getting more and more sian.

no, i'm not an absolute pessismist.

i start each day with a positive attitude, something like: ok, today is gonna be a good day.

then i walk to school happily with my sis, listening to songs in my mp3 handphone that provided me with my daily dose of music that i need.

but.

(omg that one word sentence above sounds alien to me. is b-u-t a foreign lang coz suddenly that 3 letter word doesn't make any sense to me.)

but then i'm bombarded by expectations galore come lesson time. giving every single minute of lesson-tutorial or lecture-my utmost...or maybe just simply, attention, is practically impossible. a fiasco. i tried doing so *feeling ambitious* and felt sick afterwards. my brain had just gorged and now wanted to puke. it became sort of bulimic.

oh cool..a bulimic brain.

not to mention that it is oh so physically taxing. i wonder and WONDER why if it is scientifically proven that our attention span lasts only for like 20 minutes (?), do schools draft up a curriculum that places lessons back to back. it is a paradox that contains no truth whatsoever.

guess i just have to p-e-r-s-e-v-e-r-e. ohhhhmyyyygod. ok..do i sound like a typical singaporean now? griping here and there.

INSOUSCIANCE: nonchalance. i go and put indifference. hurrr..please let my answer be accepted x_x....chotto matte..i'm gonna flunk this paper, so what difference does it make anyway?

schadenfreude vs sadist: what's the diff??

i may not be as smart as some people. i may not be as tall, as thin, as pretty as some people. i may not be as sensible as other people. i may not be as happy-go-lucky as some people. i may not be as funny as some people. but i accept that this is me and this is what God has created and i will not complain. instead, i will change my mindset and be practical about what i want.

if i hadn't met u, i wouldn't like u. if i hadn't liked u, i wouldn't love u. if i hadn't loved u, i wouldn't miss u. but i did, and i had, and i will.

In bio lecture today, our lecturer showed us a video of sexual selection on peacocks. It was hilarious. Really. Some RA stuffs there. I wonder if those peacocks are capable of experiencing love.

Love..is a song that someone sings in which only u hear...that's what a friend told me long ago.

(my mom just interupted me to say that the doctor who delivered me when i was born is on tv right now on 'behind closed doors')

There's this one quote that i cant remember who it was from that goes like: Love comes unseen; we only see it go.

I cant believe i still can recall that..lols..i rmb reading that quote somewhere when i was in sec 2 doing literature on romeo and juliet.i think that we come to love not by finding a perfect person but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. I'm not referring to ichigo or anyone else here.

Aw man..wirting a pq is so troublesome..hah now i'm sounding a lot like shikamaru.

Recently, embarassing stuffs happened to me and hidaya at sch...wonder why...i'm suddenly reminded of her quote: the calm before the storm..which she always uses for ec stuffs. hahahahh..but quite paiseh ah..ranging from a flying shoe, freedom song, me calling out her name frantically when suku appear, suddenly calling out kakashi so loudly, eel becomes a worm etc etc etc alot alot alot. It's like every single day there is something to laugh at or laugh with and sth embarassing or funny or *ahem* exciting happen. =D love ya guys.


yuuuckk...i'm so tired now..tmr still got gp mock exam paper and bio lect test and math too this friday. and charlie on thurs. UGHHHHHHH.

Stupid for you- marie digby

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you...
Oh, oh stupid for you...
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Say it Again - Marie Digby (World Premier Video)
















Phir bhi yeh dil hai ke isko junoon hai

Pal do pal ko khwab saja de

Isko usko sabko bata de

Raaz jo saare hain

Yesterday hidaya overdosed. Today, i think i hit overdose too...maybe..lols ^^

I thought i was gonna die but my heart was beating faster omg.

Dark choc smarties are YUMMY!

Honey coated peanuts are YUMMY!

Kakashi and Ichigo are....

whoops! superb day today...but dunno why my stuffs are prone to the effects of gravity today. stuffs keep falling down. like my file, my pencil box etc etc..lucky not me! and izzati was barefooted on her left foot and she kicked her leg at me so i kicked her shoe down the other row during chem lect. Muahaha!! Then she funny..go and kick her leg against her own bottle so her bottle fell onto the same row as her shoe! Garage sale! >.<

yayay! hope times infinity tmr will be a good day too!

i dun wanna go night study...cant really study effectively at NIGHT in SCH. and one of the peanuts i'm eating just rolled under the com table oh no...

ah..the pressure of looming a lvls.

its overwhelming.

for average students like me.

so many thoughts tossing around in my head like they are caught in a tsunami or sth.

greater things out there and here i am sitting in front of my com blogging about the greater things out there.

well, enough wishful thinking, back to now..

today was the first day in a while we had pe and it's gonna be all games games and more games! Games are fun=D just seeing ppl play i'm happy.

MY MP3 IS SPOILT! IT BLOODY JAMMED when i was studying in the lib! I got so depressed coz of that, that i think i scared off hidaya and lina and izz coz i became bloody emo. Gomen! Heehee...some more that day no ichigo...=(((((( how...no mp3..my songs..ah.. i hope i can find the back up song files..no mp3....*grey clouds hanging above head*

and the friend that i missed a lot called me during gp today! YOOHOO! =DDD

and lina and izz did sth funny....sry mich i couldnt really concentrate on what u were saying coz i distracted lah! and just now me and hidaya went to lot 1 but i think the jap foods there not halal lah Mich... GARH. and anytime u see me online, i can send u the terry pratchett ebooks. terry rocks!!!!! his books are damn amazing, man! laced with dark satirical humour! i liike!!

till then...nochi hodo!
no mp3....=(


kibun ga warui desu.
Atashi wa jikan o mouda ni shite imasu.



no mp3...=(

Some things are so difficult.



X(

THANK U HIDAYA!!!!

for lending me the Greenday CD! american idiot rocks! XDXD

and its a boy girl thing story very VERY sad. huh. so touching. last part so SWEET..during the homecoming. SIGH. =((

and i got new ec! heh. Muahahahahah. Woohoo.


ah...had cip on youth day. play games with pri sch kids. huh, kids? what kids? tornado more like. but they quite cute sometimes too. XD

and a few ppl became paedophiles. like hidaya. lols.

i dun think many ppl like their mid yr results. i dun like mine at all. hahah..but cant really be sad coz its all my fault i know. so guess what? prelims here i come! MUAHAHHA!

oh, some ex students came back to talk to us. and this guy took jap studies in uni and he said chotto matte! LOL. I immediately turned to Lina and then i saw jiemin grinning away and hidaya too. and i knew my ears hadn't played a trick on me. chotto matte!

I like....
~ drawing
~ reading/literature
~ Johnny Depp
~ cats
~ purple
~ anime....ichigoXD
~ music..catchy music...no rapping please. gimme nice music with nice lyrics.
~ games.

so what should i do in uni?

gosh, i cant get the part where kevin confessed to nell. at the homecoming. aw maaaan. XD

Woar..i was cleaning out the cds in my house then when i checked the contents of some cds, i found some stuffs that i forgot i had forgotten.

Class 4/8 2005!

I can see Revathi at the back..lol. Racial Harmony day.

Playing games in class.

got many other pics too. wahaha..wonder how they all are doing..^^

GET SMART <3

K.A.H (in malay it's used to signify a qn..sth like japanese use ka..) =D so glittery!!

too bad for me coz i was having the symptoms of lack of sleep (yesterday i played hp games till 2 am plus then woke up at 6). yup, i'm the kind of person who can't really function well and will zombie around the whole day if i sleep later than 12 am.

so MUCH FUN with my 2 fav ppl!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD ps lina, in the end, we didnt go ljs..heehee..oh and every turn we make, we saw, guess what? someone's alter ego! The Incredible Hulk! >.<

1.sth is bothering my mind now but i shouldn't really dwell on it too much.

2. i wish it doesn't have to be like this

Aziemah! Congrats!! and yup Narnia is PRETTY (hehe) good. wow..i think the teasings have become true. omg u posted those zettai kareshi pics now u make me wanna watch them. why are jap guys so hot???! *dosa..dosa..oh no..* Lina...u got a friend already...lols =D