U can't linger on that forever. U have to move on. I thank God for making me strong and being able to accept life as is presented to me. Hahah..so emo...

And now, i think i am given this small small chance to redeem myself and confirm what i'm saying to myself..heh.

This stuff is not for me..i should know what to do if i love myself.

Ah..i LOVE this song in my blog now..hahah..the second song is ok too.

I realised that there's a TON of chem hw. Chem sux lah. Period.

I shall be the NORMAL person that i am before this. Hahahahahahahahaha...
Thx to all whom i have confided in! Confided anything..from this bit to that bit.

Been reading my feb 07 posts...Funny stuffs. Was i like that the beginning of the yr?

Excerpt On tues, feb 27:

Life is so mysterious. Haix...so complicated also. You can't always get what you want you know...that's what I've been telling myself. But it gets so depressing sometimes..and suddenly.And sometimes, people gets more and more mysterious...Maybe Azu was right..maybe Singapore isn't an ideal place to grow old in. I should go somewhere where there are autumn leaves and...just a place where you feel Life coursing through your veins.That would be heaven. Literally.Or perhaps I should really go on a break. Break away frm everything and just spend a week or so somewhere with someone. Woah...nice fantasy ah, syikin.

On Sunday, feb 18:

Oh yea...mdm Lim kindly bought us 2 packs of fortune cookies! THANKS SO MUCH!!! I took 2:

1st was : " Stop worrying...and take a chance..."

2nd was: " All your hardwork will soon pay off."

Was it mere coincidence or are the Fate sisters trying to tell me something?Hohoh..I wonder what that worry is? Or has it appeared but I had failed to notice? And that hardwork...which aspect from my life is it for? Studies? Relationships? Skills? Or..?Haiyah...too much trouble..I'm in no mood to think...anyways...Kakashi on my mind now...couldn't shake him out! Lols~

On thurs, 15 feb:

Fun things to do during lectures...

1. Leave permanent markers by the dry-erase board.

2. Ask whether the first chapter will be on the test. If the professor says no, rip the pages out of your textbook.

3. Hold up a piece of paper that says in large letters "CHECK YOUR FLY". (At Least for the Male profs.)

4. Address the professor as "your excellency".

5. When the professor turns on his laser pointer, scream "AAAGH! MY EYES!"

6. Relive your Junior High days by leaving chalk stuffed in the chalkboard erasers.

7. Sit in the front, sniff suspiciously, and ask the professor if he's been drinking.

8. Correct the professor at least ten times on the pronunciation of your name, even it's Smith. Claim that the i is silent.

9. Sit in the front row reading the professor's graduate thesis and snickering.

10. Feign an unintelligible accent and repeatedly ask, "Vet ozzle haffen dee henvay?" Become agitated when the professor can't understand you.

11. Wink at the professor every few minutes. (Hey you might even get a date if he/she is cute.) 12. Every few minutes, take a sheet of notebook paper, write "Signup Sheet #5" at the top, and start passing it around the room.

13. Start a "wave" in a large lecture hall.

Pick-up lines:

1. "If I could re-arrange the alphabet, I'd put "U" and "I" together!"

2. Guy: Are you tired?Chick: No, why?

Guy: 'Cause you were running in my mind all night!

3. Guy: You must be a parking ticket?!

Chick: Huh?

Guy: 'Cause you have "FINE" written all over you, baby!

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The yr passes by sooo fast. =D

Haha..sorry guys, if i didn't smile cheerfully! I tried...can't bring it out. Thx a million for hearing me out...Know i can always count on u guys. But i was really happy. Anyways, thx for accompanying moi! And haha...to azu who helped me out when i was too 'preoccupied' till i took the wrong train to bugis and panicked and blah blah blah. But i got home safely..U just saved my life, azu! Grins.
The 2 ppl in my life who would ever know. I am recuperating. Haahs.

Oh yeah, special note to azu: Forget and move on. It's hard (?) But let's support each other..

Haha! This pic is funny! We realised that Haq's head can be seen at the back!

Argh...too tired. Today accompanied Iz go paragon. Rather than stay at home and r o t. Same photo booth. But then, there was a donation booth which was not there the last time...Haq and Hidayad was there. Got to know Lina's friend, Syed. He got 'mad' at me for pronouncing his name wrongly. Hahaha.

Took photos again! The response for today was DEFINITELY better than Iz's first one. And my dad bought us sushis...=D

Tmr Azu is coming!! Whoopee!

Me and Mich went out the other day. Found out there was no Stardust. HAH!!=(
Anyways, happy reading Neverland! It's my fav! Whooo!
Bought Naruto 2008 calender. Super big. Then i bought a hollow Bleach silver tattoo for my phone, but then i realised it was lost. I think it dropped out from my bag pocket. So sad! The first one i bought earlier this year pricked me until my fingers bled (gosh) and now this one's lost. We're just not fated.
Sighs.
So happy seeing all my friends smiling after a lvl. Makes me dread and at the same time, looking forward to a lvl. Pradoxical.
GOTTA chiong and finish my hol hw soon. If not, no time for revision! DIE.
I don't feel like doing metro.
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=D

Metro

Accompanied Iz go paragon. Wah, lucky my dad drew a rough sketch of the orchard area just in case i go into my blur sotong mode. Coz we took a wrong escalator, then halfway doubted our choice of route, then took the other escalator which turns out to be the right one. Hehehe..





Quite boring lah...Not many ppl will want to take pics. Ppl just walking past. Of coz must ask them lah, but then some looked as though they are in a hurry or a don't-come-near-me face. I think only 3 or 4 ppl took phots today.





Something funny happened when we were having lunch break: when we were eating, suddenly i heard Iz shriek. I looked up and saw that her white pj uni got splashes of the brown gravy on! Haha! Like chicken pox! Lol!>.<

Our new bf...hahah x.X

Photo Montage by Azie!!

So sweet right? Haha...honestly, she's the most thoughtful girl I've ever met..gonna MISS her loads. Met with Azie, Mich and Liyana to study in school together...but then, we couldn't concentrate much, coz we were all mostly talking instead of doing our work. Haha...still the same ol' ppl...=DAzie's right...it's been a long time since there were the four of us...and not forgetting Azu, of coz...
Next yr, i will not find their faces in pj anymore...it's SAD. I love u guys <3


So we went Lot 1 for a while. They booked a bbq pit at east coast using this machine near Cheers. Wah, we didn't know can book from there...soconvenient...high tech some more. Then we walk walk, go popular to buy eraser. Then I sort of 'seduced' Mich to go Comix Connection...after countless refusals, she finally agreed! Hahah! But then at the last minute, we decided not to go. Nvm...still got THURSDAY! Weehee! Can't wait.

I went home, asked my mom wether i can go to their bbq or not. She at first wanted to give, but then she realised that i would miss my prayers. So the answer was NO. Same goes as when i asked her wether i can go out with Azie and Mich to the zoo next Mon...SOBS! But then, she made up to me, saying that we're all gonna go out once my dad secures some off days from work. Sighs...i guess it can't be helped.

On Sunday, there was a wedding at the void deck of my house. I LOVE the sound of the Kompangs!!! Tried to sneak a few photos of the groom/bride coz i was so bored and i thought the Malay wedding dress is very pretty, But all i could catch was this colourful bunga rampai. Couldn't go any further or else, the ppl below would see how kaypoh i was. Honestly, i was bored.

Zoom Zoom...Screeech...!TUMBLE...tumble...Trickle.........CRASH! Roll...roll...roll...

Hahahaha! The above lets u hear what i feel about my 2006 J1 till now. 2006 is from Zoom to the last tumble. Trickle marks the beginning of this year, and crash means something else. Roll is the rest of the year =D. Still rolling. Hope no more screeches. That crash up there is pretty big. Think the sweet bruise will last quite long. So no more crashes i think...=DD

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THE NAME BLAME
People unconsciously make life choices that resemble their names or initials, according to research on the "name-letter effect." For example:

? Tom is more likely to buy a Toyota, live in Toronto and marry Tonya.
? Dennis, Denise and Dena are particularly likely to be dentists.
? Sue Johnson is more likely to marry Tim Jones than Brad Griffin.
? A woman named Georgia is more likely to live in the state of Georgia.

Psychologists in marketing at Yale and the University of California, San Diego studying the unconscious influence of names say a preference for our own names and initials — the "name-letter effect" — can have some negative consequences. Students whose names begin with C or D get lower grades than those whose names begin with A or B; major league baseball players whose first or last names began with K (the strikeout-signifying letter) are significantly more likely to strike out, according to the report published in the December issue of Psychological Science.

Hm...............Nurul Asyikin= N A. Not applicable? To what? Oh no!

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Went to izz house just now to collect my geo notes. Argh! Now i'm 2 days late in handing the CA assignment. No idea how frustrated AND guilty i am feeling now. And also, thought today wanna go Fiqah's house, but now, since i have this geo thing, i can't go. And she's expecting me to come. Oh dear =(

Panic!

Shimatta! Geo geo geo!!!! I don't even have lect 5 notes with me! Argh.............!
And my annoying sis buzzing beside me. Crazy. =0
last night, when i wanted to switch off my hp, i saw an sms from hidaya asking me how long was my geo. Then i thought tmr morning then i will check the hw. Plus i haven't do coz i thought sch reopen then hand in. But then, i dreamt that i went around the sch asking people when must we hand in the geo assignment. Crazy. I hope hope hope *prays* that they will not reject my late submission. I AM DEAD!


Bury me.

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1m9kt_hilarious-japanese-tv-show

HANA KIMI...why is it such a deceiver~? Argh.....!

It turned out to be such a saaaaaaad love story for Nakatsu! Ie!!! Sano sux! It's so so SO heart wrenching to see Nakatsu having to swallow his disappointment. I could cry watching that scene...
I AM A NAKATSU SUPPORTER! NAKATSU SHUICHI! NA-KAT-SU SHU-ICHI!
Sano sux.
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Oh, today i went to sch just to return result slip. Met Iz at 8.45am, then waited for Lina at that bustop. By then it was drizzling. Then met hidaya and went home and by then, it was raining heavily.
I got DRENCHED! Felt funny all the way back home...dunno why..maybe coz i was talking with hidaya bout some stuffs. HAHAHA. Very funny stuffs...HAHAHA.
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Oh yea, here's my dedication to that person:
Woohoo!=DD

"For You I Will"

When you're feeling lost in the night,

When you feel your world just ain't right

Call on me,

I will be waiting

Count on me, I will be there

Anytime the times get too tough,

Anytime your best ain't enough

I'll be the one to make it better,

I'll be there to protect you,

See you through,

I'll be there and there is nothing

I won't do.

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time

Promise you,

For you I will.

I will shield your heart from the rain

I will let no harm come your way

Oh these arms will be your shelter

No these arms won't let you down,

If there is a mountain to move

I will move that mountain for you

I'm here for you,

I'm here forever

I will be your fortress, tall and strong

I'll keep you safe,

I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon (yeah, yeah)

I will be your hero your strength

anything you need (I will be..)

I will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time

Promise you

For you I will

For you I will, lay my life on the line

For you I will fight, oooooh

For you I will die

With every breath, with all my soul

I'll give my world

I'll give it all

Put your faith in me (put you're faith in me)

And I'll do anything

I will cross the ocean for you (I will cross the ocean for you)

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you needI will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time

Promise you (Promise you)

For you I will, I will, I will, I will, I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero your strength

Anything you need, (Anything you need)

I will be the sun in your sky (yeah, yeah)

I will let you wait for all times

Promise you (I promise you)

For you I will (Ooooh)

I promise you

For you I will

Mandai Orchid Garden

But that place has big, black bees. Really big. Bigger than big grapes. Got one funny moment when we were all scared off by a big, black bee. Then out of the blue, over from the roof of a shelter before us, a bee appeared, then a bigger black thing zoomed past it. Everybody screamed in unison coz we thought it was a mad bee zooming straight right over our heads. Hahaha! There was a wedding there too. Hopefully the bees will go away. Imagine if they suddenly decide to hang out with the bride!

Monday return result slip.

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One more year left. And then i'll have to move on. Not talking abt school here. Haha...i can do it. I can live with it. Just one more year.....

Been thinking the other day: It's funny how life brings people to meet again. It's like, someone u see, remember, then u 'forget' abt that person. Then suddenly, the next year, u realise u know that person, and u still remember even that person's name. Amazing. And i thought i had difficulties remembering names...

I think i'm ever so grateful that life has given me this chance. To give that opportunity to realise something which i missed before. I seriously didn't regret taking another yr, coz, well, if not, i wouldn't have found great ppl that affects my life so much. And this goes out to the back row ppl too. =)

So so SO many treasured memories here. In my mind. The little things u did. Haha. So many. So treasured.

Found this song in a friend's blog. It's so...nice. Until i could feel tears in my eyes.

"When I'm down and all alone

When nothing seems to matter

When i lose my hope

When i'm sad or confused

When it gets turned aounr and ;round

I can't seem to reach for solid ground

when everything i've believed in seems untrue

All I have to do

Is think of you

I think of you and it's gone

Like you chased away the storm

Making it all okay

I think of you

I think of you and i'm strong

And i know i can go on

It's like you set me free

When life gets the best of me

I just think of you"

So nice....and anybody who opens my playlist recently can expect to find a whole string of love songs. Don't be freaked out guys...haha...=D

My fav 20: (not in any order)

1. Savage Garden- I knew I loved U before I met U

2. Monica- For U I will

3. Yellowcard- Only One (acoustic)

4. Tata Young- I think of U

5. Simple Plan-Everytime

6. Simple Plan-I'd do anything

7. Jesse McCartney -Just so u know

8. High Sch Musical-Everyday

9. Anastasia-At the beginning

10. Smashmouth-I'm a believer

11. Avril-When you're gone

12. Avril- Daydream

13. My Chemical Romance-All I want for Christmas is U

14. Rascall Flatts-Head over heels

15. Rascall Flatts-What hurts the most

16. Yellowcard-Keeper

17. Natalie and Justin Roman-Where are U

18. Fergie-Clumsy

19. Travis-Closer

20.Nickleback-Far Away

Some of these songs holds special memories. Told u not to freak out. Hahaha...oh, gtg now.

9th Nov 07

I was absolutely EXCITED yesterday coz i'm going to school today. Think i have an inkling why...but then today-this morning-while walking to school with Iz, i was breaking out in cold sweat. Dunno y.

BUT!

BUT!

Majority of s04 got PROMOTED! We did it! WOooh! Yatta!! >.< happy ="))))))">Got metro timetable already.SIAN. All i dunno who. Sob...nvmlah. Then, when ALL of my friends have went home, i have a freakin cca course. Till 2 plus. We just got back our results, and we wanna go home and show our parents or celebrate, and I have to go to that course? Ahh...not fair. Mai was playing Beetle bomb at http://www.games.com/ , and i was surfing blogs. Hahaha..

Oh, at mac, met joshua, who was from my pw grp. Saw he was mugging for chem (ugh...i desperately need a tutor for chem...)so i sat with him to disturb him (muahaha). Then out of the blue, (we were talking bout a lvl), he said something that starled me a little. He said, " Dun be like me in j2."

Then i said "Huh? U slacked this yr ah?"
(i felt quite rude saying that to him)
Then he said yah...and looked kinda sad. And god knows how scared i felt at that freaky moment.
I said, "Dun worry lah, I think u can make it!" and smiled coz he was looking so down.
Then he laughed and said, " Think? Thanks ah...for your confidence in me!"

LOL.
But seriously, i believe he CAN make it. I have confidence in 06s05.

Spot the differences between these 2 keyboards at com lab 3. So that's why i had trouble signing in my account! Lol~

Transformers!

Woa! Dad rented the dvd. We all watched it. It was so COOL! The fight scenes were awesome, but it gets confusing which robot is who. I LOVE Bumblebee! Wooh! The story is very funny...especially the parts involving grandmammas. Hehhee.

What did i do these past few days?

Hurrrrr....

Did math hol hw. Haven't finish, but halfway through! =D

Cleared my stuffs. Ew.

Played Spellforce! Woah, was super hard coz i had to play on the laptop instead, but the mouse was spoilt! Very VERY hard to navigate, but somehow i managed. Phew. And this time without the guides! Yosh! =D *sense of accomplishment*

Played-get ready- Scrabble, Snakes and Ladders, naruto and rubiks cube. Huh..i managed to solve 3/4 of that cube when one fine day i woke up only to find that cube has been ravaged..by none other than my sis. Rubiks cube is a great way to pass time while you're bored. Haha..

Go library!

Oh Yes! Stardust! Must Must watch! Adapted from the book by Neil Gaiman. He's my fav author. Very imaginative. Very compelling. Very ooh-lala. But my fav book from him is Neverland. Must go and read it. Nice.

My sis told me that her class is now hooked on DoTA. Oh well..

Yay! And i found out that s04's pw is over! All the best for their results, sure can do one! So next year, we'll have our long breaks together...if there is a long break.

Cats are the CUTEST.