U can't linger on that forever. U have to move on. I thank God for making me strong and being able to accept life as is presented to me. Hahah..so emo...

And now, i think i am given this small small chance to redeem myself and confirm what i'm saying to myself..heh.

This stuff is not for me..i should know what to do if i love myself.

Ah..i LOVE this song in my blog now..hahah..the second song is ok too.

I realised that there's a TON of chem hw. Chem sux lah. Period.

I shall be the NORMAL person that i am before this. Hahahahahahahahaha...
Thx to all whom i have confided in! Confided anything..from this bit to that bit.

Been reading my feb 07 posts...Funny stuffs. Was i like that the beginning of the yr?

Excerpt On tues, feb 27:

Life is so mysterious. Haix...so complicated also. You can't always get what you want you know...that's what I've been telling myself. But it gets so depressing sometimes..and suddenly.And sometimes, people gets more and more mysterious...Maybe Azu was right..maybe Singapore isn't an ideal place to grow old in. I should go somewhere where there are autumn leaves and...just a place where you feel Life coursing through your veins.That would be heaven. Literally.Or perhaps I should really go on a break. Break away frm everything and just spend a week or so somewhere with someone. Woah...nice fantasy ah, syikin.

On Sunday, feb 18:

Oh yea...mdm Lim kindly bought us 2 packs of fortune cookies! THANKS SO MUCH!!! I took 2:

1st was : " Stop worrying...and take a chance..."

2nd was: " All your hardwork will soon pay off."

Was it mere coincidence or are the Fate sisters trying to tell me something?Hohoh..I wonder what that worry is? Or has it appeared but I had failed to notice? And that hardwork...which aspect from my life is it for? Studies? Relationships? Skills? Or..?Haiyah...too much trouble..I'm in no mood to think...anyways...Kakashi on my mind now...couldn't shake him out! Lols~

On thurs, 15 feb:

Fun things to do during lectures...

1. Leave permanent markers by the dry-erase board.

2. Ask whether the first chapter will be on the test. If the professor says no, rip the pages out of your textbook.

3. Hold up a piece of paper that says in large letters "CHECK YOUR FLY". (At Least for the Male profs.)

4. Address the professor as "your excellency".

5. When the professor turns on his laser pointer, scream "AAAGH! MY EYES!"

6. Relive your Junior High days by leaving chalk stuffed in the chalkboard erasers.

7. Sit in the front, sniff suspiciously, and ask the professor if he's been drinking.

8. Correct the professor at least ten times on the pronunciation of your name, even it's Smith. Claim that the i is silent.

9. Sit in the front row reading the professor's graduate thesis and snickering.

10. Feign an unintelligible accent and repeatedly ask, "Vet ozzle haffen dee henvay?" Become agitated when the professor can't understand you.

11. Wink at the professor every few minutes. (Hey you might even get a date if he/she is cute.) 12. Every few minutes, take a sheet of notebook paper, write "Signup Sheet #5" at the top, and start passing it around the room.

13. Start a "wave" in a large lecture hall.

Pick-up lines:

1. "If I could re-arrange the alphabet, I'd put "U" and "I" together!"

2. Guy: Are you tired?Chick: No, why?

Guy: 'Cause you were running in my mind all night!

3. Guy: You must be a parking ticket?!

Chick: Huh?

Guy: 'Cause you have "FINE" written all over you, baby!

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The yr passes by sooo fast. =D