Owens won the House cup. yay..haha.

Haha hidaya getting 1st for high jump XD

Spying on lina from outside geo room. Heh heh XD

Gp paper was horrible. Horrible. ARGH.

Oh and miraculously, i passed the bio test MUAHAHAH! Which is amazing given that i only prepared for the hint that they gave, which was examples for essay. Aiyah, but still pass also not a good pass.

The J1s were awesomely sweeet!! The testtube deco above looks fantastic in real life. On sports day, i caught a bunch of them in the toilet at the grandstand huddling over a testtube rack and several testtubes nd i was like, "Hello! What u all doing?" and they were like "Shit! We're caught!" but then i thought they were doing some pw thingy or what so i just heh heh and they giggled and i thought they looked and acted kinda strange, then i said "Haha, see ya !" and then voooosh the thought was forgotten. Then suddenly during the handover lunch in the container classroom, they gave this to us! And i was like Whoa! LOL. XDXDXD. And i got another notebook! Heeeheeheee...XD Hah, then we went to play IN OUR SCHOOL UNIFORM coz they forgot to tell us got games. So some played basketball, but then me and mai and jes and syafiqah played volleyball. it was so hot!! like can fry an egg on top of your head. wow. then laugh to the power of infinity. waaaaah...in the end, like dehydrated. XD so fun! XD.

Gonna watch anime now. WOOHOO. oh and OMG itachi is such a tragedy. my heart breaking. lol. ah..still got ichigo lah. Wooooooosh. Hot.

1) What have you realised recently?
that a lvl is damn near and i am not prepared for it.

2) Have you given your first kiss away?
*chuckles* well..no..but in a way..yes. does your friend's dream count?

3) If you were able to have 2 superpowers, what would you choose?
Shape-shifting..and um..time-space manipulation/elemental based powers. woots!

4) Where do you want to go to the most?Around the world?
Japan. seriously.

5)If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
to travel around the world and be an artist.

6) What song would you choose as the soundtrack of your life?
Gone-Switchfoot. tough question, this one...

7) What are you afraid to lose the most now?
th faith in myself.

8) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
invest. and when that investment has sky-rocketed, i will use much of it for humanitarian aid. oh, and i will travel around the world with my family and friends. =D

9) Tell a lame joke
Yo mamma so ugly when she was born, your mother said, "What a treasure!" and your father said, "Yea lets go bury it".

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you
- Random
- Random
- Random
BWAHAHAHAHAH


11) What are the requirements of your other half?
shinigami. *inside joke*

12) The kind of people who you hate?
- harry potter kinds
- orihime kinds
basically, those who think that they are the center of the universe.

13) What is the one thing you cannot live without?
family and friends.

14) If you have faults, would you rather people tell you or keep quiet?
tell me so that i know. don't bitch around.

15) What is the most important thing in your life?
love. sanity. freedom.

16) Are you a shopaholic or not?
if i am a zillionaire,i would top the list of shopaholics.

17) Will you choose someone who loves you more or someone who you love?
hm.....can i choose a little of both..

18) If you have a chance, what part of our character would you like to change?
be less of a procrastinator, and a more courageous person in all aspects.

19) What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
cyclone nargis.

20)Would you wish to change the world?
that's just a wish. God runs these things. ask Him.

okaayyy hitsugaya-CHAN, i got ur tag. my turn!BWAHAHAHA..
i tag...um...can i tag 3?ok...
1. my sis
2. hidaya-KUN
3. kaname sempai.

omg i haven't do gp essay...think i'll continue during reading tmr.

next time i wanna try out coffee milk tea. whee=)

woa..just now was kinda fun coz the mc members were studying together.=)

thx a million to mai for being so sweet and teaching me maths! dear! hahahahahXD

and fun during the reception with mai, lina and fir. chendol XD

sk made a gd speech and i saw kk and josh! hahah. azie couldn't come tho =(

set alarm at 4 am. woke up to the madonna song '4 minutes'. then went back to sleep. dmn. thought i wanna study for the bio test. ah, the test was lousy. sure fail like hell. never study gene therapy. asyikin u lazy crazy fella.



hur..today, we studied at 'our place' outside lt3 secluded place there. shiok! Muahahahha!



lina hiccupped during chem. FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lol until cannot tahan...XD



and kuso kuso i have to go college day as freaking audience. neh!!? ooo but superman will be there too! XD





random words that occured today(which i still rmb, apparently):



tables and chairs and popular and half divided by two, and d grayman ppl, and vampires (oo lala), gross, milking, chickens, bovine somatotrophin, ichigoooo, ooolaalaaa, emo, haha, ignore, lupines, moon, f***, lump of cloth, study, shit, peru chile, China, charliechan, wallet, honey milk tea oolaalaa, Golden Rice, agrobacteria tumefaciens, ester, comics connections, cantik!, money, old chang kee......................................................





promise to self: study very very hard during the hols. =D


becoz everything happens for a reason. =)/=(


anyways, found this on a friend's blog, enjoy!




the harry potter one is quite funny..lol.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO THE ONLY GAL WEARING BLUE!
omg..soon it will be my turn to turn 19. such a weird, ugly number. i think. at least 18 is an even number. what am i talking about? ok ok back to the topic: AZU! i sms-ed u to wish u but u didn't reply me! where were u?! *depressed*
Ok, here's a small teeny weeny dedication for u:
i am gonna be a bit selfish here, so prepare! *MUAHAHA*
i wish u were still here in pj (o god, this sounds silly). coz i kinda miss having some one to talk to..
ANYWAYS, enjoy ur course coz it's what u've been wanting to study right? psycology. Oi..we all watch together movie one day okeh?? one fine day when a mighty fine movie comes out. keep yourself together at home, gal..don't let anything not worth tear u apart.
aiyah, i should shut up now before u emo. =D
in conclusion: happih burfdayh!

rmb this??? hahaha...

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you said that I was naive,

and I thought that I was strong.

I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."

but now I know that I was wrong,

'cause I missed you.

nice lyrics from lisa loeb. stay.

events in life can be pretty unpredictable, and sometimes, i feel lost in this chaos, yet anticipating what will happen next. ah...it's like a ship, u see. like i'm in this ship (imagine the Black Pearl) and the waters are choppy and yet i kinda thrive on this sort of exhilaration. then there's the momentary calm...where i sort of be in sync with myself and life..the waters are serene and friendly.

but now i feel like a rag doll being tossed about in a ship that's willfully wandered into a storm.

my precious honey milk tea slipped from my grasp and exploded on the floor in the canteen! all that's left in the sweet talk bottle was 3 miserable pearl survivors of the crash. the remaining contents and the other pearls were transfered to the plastic bag. dear hidaya said it looked like teh tarik. i thought it was gross coz um..yeh..some weird theory of mine regarding dusts and germs which i think few agrees. =( my honey milk tea dammit!

ah nevermind...! can always buy again. and mai and me and atiqah pulled off an escape. woohoo! =D

from now on, i will STRIVE to cheer myself up. RARRRRRRRR. regardless of. RARRRRR. just smile it away. RARRRRRRRR.

omg i think my bio sucks now. got a huge test coming and i still hate the topics.

shitshitshitshitshitshitshit.

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

jason mraz. kk sent some songs that are so nice over on msn the other day and now i'm hooked hooked hooked. especially the aslyn one. =)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

jordin sparks. baz kept singing this song and i think it influenced me. hohoho.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

the fray. reminds me of a friend that i miss very very much...

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

lifehouse.

yesterday had gathering to sort of celebrate mother's day. i love it when my closest cousins get together. the silliest and hilarious things happened and stuffs are said! =DD

whom to trust.
what they say behind us.
how would we know.
we don't.
that's the problem.









seeking solace

~i'm going into sacrificial mode...again.~
dunno whether to cry or laugh.
listening to : iris by googoo dolls.




anyways...:



now wearing:

yay! hidaya told me there's a Johnny depp movie this weekend on ch 5! MUAHAHAHAHA
nice photo! i saw this cute frog at the mosque.

Let me tell u an amazing story of 2 young, determined gals:

they wanted to buy these pretty pouches at Lot 1 ($11). and they were excited and impatient. haha. soooo...at 12.30pm, they rushed to Lot 1 when there was only 30 minutes and less for math lesson. and they knew very well what happens to ppl who are late in mdm lim's class. hahah. funny right, hidaya? the giler bus driver and the cashier...wahliao....HAHAHA....=D but look t the result! even tho we were drenched in sweat, we got our pretty pouches! mine is the prada and hidayas' is the gucci.

"Can i have the prada and the gucci ones please?"

damn a lot of tests and hw. huh..weekend? what weekend?

and hehe! 3 of my photos got into the gallery in school. i love the particular one. the other one is ok..but the last one i was amazed that the person chose it coz i took it for fun only.

To U who can't get the string out in the toilet that day:

sometimes, if u place all your hopes and emotions into a basket, u put yourself at risk. the basket may break. and if u can't mend it, then u're in big trouble coz u won't enjoy life in the present when u keep thinking about the past. but if the basket holds and maybe...u'll find a surprise even..then i'm happy for u =). one thing i can say about rejection is this: it's whether u are willing to move on if u love yourself... u'll have no regrets in life then.

Do u know? Do u know? Do u know??

I woke up this morning feeling strangely happy and contented. In the toilet, while bathing, usually i would feel sian-ed (most of the time) coz have to go school, lessons etc etc etc. But this morning, i even frowned at this unusual happiness within me. Like, when i woke up, i started smiling and was in a good mood. And my heart was like fluttering a little, the kind when u're expecting something exciting.

Feeling strange at this happiness which had seemingly came from nowhere, i went to school.

And then hidaya told me something so fabulously FABULOUS and ohmygod-ish. And i think that may explain why i woke up from sleep with a smile today.

=heheheheheheheheheheehehhehe=

woar.

Have tons of hw to be completed this week..plus researches..ugh..went hme early, stayed back till around 3 plus with Mai. It was raining bloody heavily, but it was so darn cool coz i was listening to dard-e-disco and the terrible gust of wind plus the heavy beatings of the raindrops and the fact that i'm super drenched and i was walking back home..and it all seemed exciting. And all the traffic lights at the junction malfunctioned AGAIN!

I can attest to how BOH-RING plant cloning is---i put all the tutorial stuffs on the bed, plus my mp3. I climbed into bed. I lay down. And...i slept without even realising when i had slept! I woke up thinking i must have went time travelling or something.

And now there's indiana jones on tv but i have to complete my tutorial.

Ah dammit...

from 'The Dogs of Babel'-the balladry of Tam Lin excerpt:

Out then spoke the Fairy Queen, and an angry Queen was she.

"You have taken the finest knight in all my company."
"Had i known but yesterday what i know today,
i'd have taken out your two grey eyes and put in eyes of clay."
"And had i known but yesterday you'd be no more my own,
i'd have taken out your heart of flesh and put in one of stone."

it's heart-wrenching but the protagonist in the book is right.the fairy queen is stereotyped to be a baddie, but if someone suddenly comes along and steals from u, u have the right to be angry-heartbroken even, especially if your love's been whisked.
put in eyes of clay that cannot give tears. put in a heart of stone so that it won't break.


i found several versions of the ballad(excerpt):

The Queen of Fairies she cried out
Young Tam Lin is away..
Had I known, had I known, Tam Lin
Long before, long before you came from home
Had I known, I would have taken out your heart
And put in a heart of stone..
Had I known, had I known, Tam Lin
That a lady, a lady would steal thee
Had I known, I would have taken out your eyes
And put into a rowan tree..
Had I known, had I known, Tam Lin
That I would lose, that I would lose the day
Had I known, I would have paid my tithe to hell
Before you'd been won away


ah such poetry XD.


been laughing a LOT lately. must be the stress. and the company. LOL. and the hot hot hot motivation.

Happy Birthday to Yu Xuan today!!=D

oh oh oh! Thanks a million to izz for something. HEEEES.

i'm curious about something...quite a few, now that i think about it..but i'll just mind my own business....

*minding my own business*

Kuso..life is mean, man...wicked..

this is what happened:

on sunday night, i decided to play naruto on psp. very happy. play from 9.30 all the way till 11.30. wooh. then go toilet to pee before sleeping and then bam! my period. and the next day, which is today, there is actual 2.4km run for napfa. and this period decided to give me the cramps which i often dun get. so the whole day, lina and hidaya and iz can hear me complaining about this extreme EXTREME pain..totemo itami ne!!!!

especially at the cd shop at popular. wahsey laugh so much and hard that people must think we're nuts, man. not really good for my cramps. but it's ohmygoditissodarnfunny!

my mom just told me that a mother cat and her 2 kittens were killed. apparently someone poured acid over them. hope that bastard gets what he deserves.

jiemin tells the most hilarious jokes.

school is getting so freaking demanding. drained. tired. lethargy. i notice that almost for almost every turn, i see students grinding away with their GCs, noses buried in notes and faces that betray what they really feel about their lifestyle now.

i don't know..what do they want us to be? singaporeans as model students? diligent and vibrant? we can achieve success by having a complete and top-notch education. but at the expense of? how do you define success?

am i a loser for entertaining thoughts of giving up? even allowing these little, curious bubbles of thoughts onto the podium in my head?

like mulan says, your duty is to your heart ( to some extent i agree).

not saying that i would quit my education. but the thing that i fear is that these things i learn in school, these blatant academia would not help me in the real world where you are the sum of your experiences; and that my life, even if it's choke full of scholarly successes would be unfulfilling when stripped bare.

i pray to god for a reservoir of strength to carry on. =)

anyways, back to matters of the heart...hees=D...almost everything is going fine =D

still hot still. HAHA. just wish that i can overcome my own reservations.

suddenly feel like watching rom-com.

ohh..something special from last week: