Kuso..life is mean, man...wicked..

this is what happened:

on sunday night, i decided to play naruto on psp. very happy. play from 9.30 all the way till 11.30. wooh. then go toilet to pee before sleeping and then bam! my period. and the next day, which is today, there is actual 2.4km run for napfa. and this period decided to give me the cramps which i often dun get. so the whole day, lina and hidaya and iz can hear me complaining about this extreme EXTREME pain..totemo itami ne!!!!

especially at the cd shop at popular. wahsey laugh so much and hard that people must think we're nuts, man. not really good for my cramps. but it's ohmygoditissodarnfunny!

my mom just told me that a mother cat and her 2 kittens were killed. apparently someone poured acid over them. hope that bastard gets what he deserves.

jiemin tells the most hilarious jokes.

school is getting so freaking demanding. drained. tired. lethargy. i notice that almost for almost every turn, i see students grinding away with their GCs, noses buried in notes and faces that betray what they really feel about their lifestyle now.

i don't know..what do they want us to be? singaporeans as model students? diligent and vibrant? we can achieve success by having a complete and top-notch education. but at the expense of? how do you define success?

am i a loser for entertaining thoughts of giving up? even allowing these little, curious bubbles of thoughts onto the podium in my head?

like mulan says, your duty is to your heart ( to some extent i agree).

not saying that i would quit my education. but the thing that i fear is that these things i learn in school, these blatant academia would not help me in the real world where you are the sum of your experiences; and that my life, even if it's choke full of scholarly successes would be unfulfilling when stripped bare.

i pray to god for a reservoir of strength to carry on. =)

anyways, back to matters of the heart...hees=D...almost everything is going fine =D

still hot still. HAHA. just wish that i can overcome my own reservations.

suddenly feel like watching rom-com.

ohh..something special from last week: