slept at 10, had a NICE dream.

Do dreams just stay as Dreams?

Hidaya, if u can hear me, please help me research a bit on the soccer thingy! =DD

Anyways, life is pretty confusing up here. Hate charades, especially if it is this bitter. Hate it when i hear accusations, and when people judge a situation without hearing the other side of the story.

Missing the times. Of when i could be carefree, when there are no such problems like these. But i had gotten myself too entangled. I should have known it is inevitable. that something like this would happen. But people, no, humans have opinions too, and mine just happens to be this. Not desiring this to grow into a big, bitter fruit though. But i just have to listen to what i say and observe what i do.

Wishes on a star just don't come true.

Unless you know what u are doing.

Overheard some stuffs that mom was talking over the phone. Stressed out. But i realized that i agree with her on some aspects. It is very very sad and depressing for me to acknowledge it, but i don't shun away from the facts of life. Dysfunctional. A few years ago, i thought it was a pretty cool word.

Y THE HELL M I IN SUCH A DEPRESSING MOOD? Sheesh, gotta tone this down.

Bleach umbrella. Next time when it rains, i know who to go back with. =D

Oh yea, and the dream...it was pretty nice.