thou art to me a delicious torment

today was the slackiest day evah.

whole day did bio. first lesson: bio lecture. second lesson: bio tutorial. meet mr wong: go through bio tys.

bio.

then jeng jeng jeng! labrador park! tunnels! fantasizing about them tunnels leading to a magick filled place. nothing of that sort happened though.

the best part was when the guide switched off every single light source. we were in a narrow corridor flanked by brick walls with a smattering of dark blotches and splatters. and i was literally breathless with anticipation of what i am about to experience.

and then there was darkness.

but this was more than darkness. this is a black hole. blacker than black.

it's exhilarating, yet absolutely disconcerting.

in my primary sch essays, i always use the phrase 'i couldn't even see my own hand before my face'. now i understand the gravity of what i wrote.

i shut my eyes. tightly. then i opened them back. but it makes no difference at all whether i open or close them. the darkness invades. it's everywhere. it's absolute.

it's overwhelming. i think i'm in love with this feeling. this feeling of being sublimely pleasured by experiencing something awesome.

i wish i could explore that darkness again.

and them tunnels. oh my god. it makes me shudder to envision soldiers with their harried expressions navigating the narrow tubes, delivering, of all things, shells and ammos and rifles.

these tunnels smell of death and decay. of utter desolation and despondency. =(

in those tunnels, i tried to invent a scenario where they were under siege. the soldiers panicking underground while sounds of blasts and explosions were heard above. like the hammer of thor coming down upon them, inflicting fear and terror of impending death..underground.

since i'm one of the privileged who lives in sunny serene singapore, these emotions i feel are precious. coz people across the globe have been and still are experiencing the horrors of war.

on a lighter note, my aunt is coming back tmr! can't wait to see 3 yr old adam hafiz! kyah! but there's a ton of work that needs to be done. chikusho.

mdm lin has the cutest and most charming 6(?) yr old son i've ever met. MUAHAHAHA.

it's a good life. =DDDDDD i'm happy on something now.

hidaya managed to scare me again by pretending there's something on the ground which i'm about to step on, but which actually doesn't. BAH.

hidaya and sam and izz and wenxi and me did stupid stuffs at the camera. and i managed to capture 2 jumps shots omg how pro can i possibly get cheybah! GLOAT.

one word that sums up our mini outing just now: fun.

Michelle's book from which she is learning jap.

Our personal beautician.

At the tunnels: cam-whoring.

altogether now izzati, quote derek: "insanity is doing the same things over and over again and expecting different results."

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