Ok Hidaya: I read Bleach manga 316 already. Hahaha...what the hell is the Royal Guards?

This is Nell. She was the #3 Arranca. Yesterday, hidaya said i'm Nell.

I think she meant the other version of Nell:

Coz Nell always seem to have unbelievably disgusting mucus hanging from her nose. And i'm having running nose! AHHHH. I can't breathe properly.

And i didn't get very far trying to read bio spa either.

Hahaha...and i found this funny strip:

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really.

i just feel disengaged with reality.

in this meritocratic world, can i make it out there with what i have?

and i don't think it stops at meritocracy only.

the world, it seems, can be a hypocrite. heaping us with lies. feeding us with charades.

and in the end, what are we left with?

our maimed and broken dreams.

and as i scoff and curse the rituals of the savants,

i am percipient that i, of all horrors, am well mired in this.

listen people! they say. you can't just 'make it'! you can"t just 'pass'.

you've got to 'make it BIG! a star! in your own right or otherwise, you've got to carve a name for yourselves, for goodness sake. at least get into harvard. or make your first million at 20.

u see.

it's a big world out there. and i'm feeling the jitters.

who doesn't?