Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

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Promos was a huge letdown. But be strong and believe. We can make it through all these. Tests in life. Doesn't God tests those He love? It's alright, shed a few tears, and move on. Think I can make it to next year? Hopefully. Sometimes i wonder if i'm stupid...or really dense. But then, i can't afford to be so selfish. All of those whom i really care about, my friends, i don't think i want them to go through what i had to go through last yr.

Oh, one thing: I could've KICKED myself. I SHOULDN'T have EVER TRIED or even ENTERTAINED the idea of trying to match him. It's just plain freaking absatively RIDICULOUS. I don't think I can ever face him again or even talk to him. Think i could DIE if he ever asked me about my grades and how they shittily PALE in comparison to his. Then he'll think i'm freaking stupid and there goes my heartbreak.

Oh God.

Smiles. Haha...forget everything i said. Just a moment of craziness i needed to unload there.

Well, i have faith in myself and my friends. =D